I always tell myself that I want kids because that is what society tells us women. Society tells us that we should want to have children and stay home to raise them. Don’t believe me? Take count of how many times your mom talks about grandchildren or the possibility of grandchildren. The truth is, I don’t know if I want kids and babysitting pushes me further away from the likelihood of having kids. Babysitting for a 3 and 1 year old is basically like daycare in hell. So here is a list of reasons I am not a teen mom right now:
1. crying
2. diapers
3. labor pains
4. kankles
5. loss of energy
I could go on, but then you’d be scrolling forever. I’m sure you get my point. I love kids, once they are potty trained; the whole process of changing diapers makes me cringe. Surely I’ll grow out of this phase because I’ll have to face the fact that I will most likely have kids in the future. Just saying, number three is going to kill me. I am exhausted and drained from 4 hours of babysitting kids, mostly because 4 hours of constant playing and crying and carrying a baby kills your back. My head is pounding and I am surprised that I got on my computer to type this. Please appreciate my dedication to this whole blogging thing. I’ve already impressed myself with my consistency to blog. I am going to sleep before anything bad slips out, but sleep well
XOXO
Someone to Lean On 